| this week |
[Aug. 3rd, 2008|02:13 am] |
So in the past few days I've ordered new shoes, had a blast at the SRO, and finally got an updated GRE study book/guide/thing. I also found out that someone out there is trying to use one of my lines of credit to buy shit at the Apple store!
Yes, I lost my wallet last month, and I guess some tranny found it (and I have good reason to think it was a tranny! ...and no, not because I let trannies get in my pants.) So anyway, this bitch somehow found out about this line of credit I didn't even remember having and tried to buy over $500 of shit online from Apple. Good thing the account was past due? Mixed blessing, right? Now I have ANOTHER fucking bill to pay. So I called the creditor to get some info and they told me to call the police. Dispatch told me that someone will call me later in the day up to 10pm, or they'll get to me the next day...and of course no one called today.
FUCKING SDPD! They never respond when you need them and when you call for them, they're like, "Um, are you sure you need us to come out?" No, motherfucker, I just called dispatch to say hi. Then when I do have contact with them, they're either hassling me, treating me like a criminal, or giving me tickets! Why should I like the cops again? I swear, it's fucking San Diego not New York or fucking Fresno. LOL!
So I went shoe shopping! Okay, I spent hours in that damn store with the palm pilot trying to find shit in my size! Good thing I work there, and good thing I know how to look for shit or they would have hated me. So I found the six different shoes that come in a size 15 and bought four of them. I wanted to buy some "fashion" shoes but apparently the shoe companies think that men that wear my size don't need to be fashionable. But yeah, only six pairs of shoes in a store the size of a football field. It's the largest Famous Footwear in the county. Whatever.
Oh, yeah, the SRO. My friend Trevor, who is a barback at Pecs, tends bar there on Wednesday nights and always tells us to drop in. Last week, Scott, Bob and I agreed to finally all meet up there. It's an old lounge piano style bar with very ornate decorations and a victorian kind of feel to it. It's a tranny bar, but I only saw one tranny there that night. Shouna and Gunther showed up and it was like Sunday night at Pecs. Needless to say, we closed that bar. It was a lot of fun. Will it become a regular thing? Hmm...a dangerous proposition.
Gregg booked his flight to Sacramento for next weekend and is super excited to see his friends. I hope he has a blast up there. He deserves it. He's getting As in both his summer school classes and is a lot more confident about school now.
So how is Marco? I think I'm doing alright. As much as I hate it, I swear I can only operate if I have things looming over me...pending important projects that need to get done. I feel this kind of anxiety, but procrastinate anyway. I NEED TO TAKE THE FUCKING GRE! I swear my professors are only going to have a month to get my letters of rec to me....and yes, I know I'm supposed to give them about 3 months, but I think they will turn them around quickly anyway.
Marco's to do list:
Report wallet stolen
Report fraudulent activity on credit line
Protect identity
Study for GRE
TAKE GRE
finish personal statement
touch up writing sample
sent packets to professors
Settle claim with insurance company
Ugh, I hate being an adult sometimes. |
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| Sunday (warning sexually explicit content) |
[Jul. 28th, 2008|02:38 am] |
So I didn't realize people still checked their livejournals. I was kinda planning on using this as a private kind of journal, but oh well, I guess those of you that check it get to read about my private thoughts. LOL! This should be fun. Anyway, I'm going to try to make this an everyday thing from now on.
So disclaimer, I just got back from the bar and I'm kind of drunk, but typing fabulously well! So I was woken up by Gregg today which surprised me because he was passing out last night when we got home from the bar crawl/his bday celebration. I was actually on the toilet and he popped his head in and was like, "Come on! Don't you want to go to the Hash House?!" (and yes it's not odd that he popped his head in...we've been together for over 5 years, my shit doesn't scare him anymore....besides, he probably heard me snoring! LOL) Anyway, we went to the Hash House A Go Go (plug= http://www.hashhouseagogo.com/) and waited in line for a fucking hour for breakfast. I guess he was hungry from waiting because my baby made quick work of his crab cake and eggs! I had to get a box to take home half of my hash (read=trying to act 'not fat") because I actually was full. If you've been to the hash house, you know.
After brunch we came home and vegged to ANTM until Gregg had to leave to go do something with his family. I kinda wanted to mess around, but of course Gregg had to leave. So after he left I ended up trying to do my "masturbate without stroking" thing (where you play/twist/massage/pinch/torture the i-think-it's-called frenum) which got boring, or I got impatient so I had to pull out the Fleshlight and some lube to do the job. Yes, I own a Fleshlight. Technically, it's a Fleshjack (plug= http://www.fleshjack.com/) cuz I was not about to fuck a fake pussy! I have the butt "roadbump" insert or whatever its called...and yes, I have the clear Fleshjack because I think it's hot to watch myself fuck it in the mirror of my sliding closet doorwhile I lay on my back . And clean up is so easy! LOL
So after I blew my load, I laid around and listened to music until it was time to go to work. Then I went to work. It was uneventful. I had fun after work tho hanging out w/ Scott, Shouna, and the crew. Tom even gave me a free drink! I was shocked. Cheap ass!
So I got home from the bar, made a couple burritos and some gyoza. Yum. Maybe tomorrow will be more eventful. Until then!
Marco! |
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| Gregg's Bday |
[Jul. 26th, 2008|10:48 am] |
Today is my baby's birthday. He's off at the zoo with his family celebrating his 25th. I hope tonight goes well and as planned. I think it will be a lot of fun, but I know Gregg has certain expectations so I feel like I have to make sure everything goes well. When it comes down to it, he knows that not everything can be perfect and even if it's the two of us we'll have a good time like we always do.
Gregg is a such a different person now. A lot more confident, more outgoing, and he finally has direction. Now that he's doing well in school, he's a lot happier and driven. He even told me he wants to go to a UC again (but not Davis). I have no doubt that he'll do it.
Anyway, back to me. I'm at a weird point in my life. I'm back in school, applying for a masters program...I'm on track, but not quite where I need to be yet. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 20th, 2005|03:05 pm] |
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| [ | music |
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You Have A Type A- Personality |
A-
You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.
When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds |
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| hmm... |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|11:05 am] |
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| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
Michael. You're most like the ArchAngel of
Defense. You like to hit things, and you like
naked people, preferably cute naked people. A
real down-to-earth angel who likes frogs and is
easily distracted by bright, shiny things.
Which ArchAngel are you most like?
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| taken from Goat |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|01:28 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | silence | ] |
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| Taken from Tim |
[Sep. 9th, 2005|01:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
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You Are an Old Soul |
You are an experience soul who appreciates tradition.
Mellow and wise, you like to be with others but also to be alone.
Down to earth, you are sensible and impatient.
A creature of habit, it takes you a while to warm up to new people.
You hate injustice, and you're very protective of family and friends
A bit demanding, you expect proper behavior from others.
Extremely independent you don't mind living or being alone.
But when you find love, you tend to want marriage right away.
Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul and Visionary Soul
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| Guess who answered the phone. |
[Sep. 3rd, 2005|04:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | silence | ] |
Yep, he answered for me. I was kinda shocked. I didn't keep him on the phone for very long because it's a busy weekend for him, but it felt like the most we've talked in a long time. Hell, it was the most we've talked in a long time. It seems like he's always busy, but at least I know I'm not fooling myself because he always tells me he wants to talk or meet up. I know if I weren't into a guy, I would just say, "See ya around" or something. Well, we'll see what happens Tuesday.
I'm really glad Lauren is being so proactive and moving forward with contacting the sponsors. I feel bad because I was late today...and we were supposed to start at 2p. I overslept. Yeah, something has been wrong w/ me lately. It has to be my sleep pattern. I don't even remember hearing the glass shattering the other night or talking to Gregg. I need to keep something w/ me in my room...a weapon. Something that looks like it belongs in a room, like a baseball bat, so that the next time Katie thinks someone is trying to break in she can come in to my room through the emergency door and I can go defend the house.
I guess Russ actually saw the guy that broke the windows. He invited me over last night to go meet their new roommate, Kirsten. It was cool hanging out over there. It kinda reminded me of college. Straight boys are fucking great. I had forgotten that. I'm looking forward to whiskey and western night.
It seems like the Center has sequestered my life for too long. Maybe it's time for a change. I could be like all the other Board Members and never come to the Center except for a meeting and only go to half the special events. Maybe then they'll stop telling me I'm doing too much and need to get a job. Maybe then I'll be able to pursue my hobbies again, join a jazz band, see old friends, and have a balanced life. Hell, if they let Francine stay on the Board, I can dick off until March then come back and say, "Okay, Happy Pride! I know you fuckers don't want to do anything, but I don't care, pull out your clown suit, JG." Maybe I've out done myself. Maybe in trying to prove myself on the Board, I took on too much and let too many people off the hook. I don't know. No one seems to know what their doing. I'm not getting any direction from the President, and the senior board members are all too busy w/ their lives. Maybe I should let my heart keep bleeding so it can get trampled all over. Maybe I've relied too much on people I shouldn't have.
Maybe I should go to New Orleans. I could probably be of some use there. |
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| Is it in you? |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|06:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  stoned | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Charlie's Angels Theme | ] |
This is the kind of pic you take when you're stoned. I'm not stoned right now, but that's the frame of mind I'm in.
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| Today's quote |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|11:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Gloria Estefan (in my head) | ] |
...In reference to Brandon:
Marco: Gregg, what do you do when you ride something?
Gregg: Put your vagina on it? |
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| I hate these nights... |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|10:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | thirsty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the traffic passing by... | ] |
Do you ever have those nights where you don't want to be home? I feel like I shouldn't be here right now for some reason...like I should be doing something else. I almost feel like I don't belong here. Luckily I have the internet to distract me.
I feel like I have so little time to do anything these days, but in reality I have a shit load of time. A lot more than I will have after I start working again.
Why do I have this drama in my life? I have a man that I love and would die for, but I also have a guy that I like...that I know likes be back and won't return my calls because I'm "dangerous"...oh, excuse me, the idea of me is dangerous. I've been getting hit on left and right these days when I go to a bar...and now Peter thinks I'm a whore just because I happened to know a lot of people in the bar the night we were out. You think I'd feel flattered or good because all these people hit on me and because of Gregg and the other guy who likes me, but no, I often feel like an ugly unfuckable troll. I see this guy I like out at the bars flirting with these ugly men that shouldn't have a chance, but seem to be getting some from him and it makes me feel like I am the ugliest man alive because he'll hook up w/ trolls and not me.
Is it all about sex? Not at all...and at the same time, COMPLETELY. That's why it's fucking with my head. Gregg and I are having sex again, but we both know it's not like it was before. I know he has things he's dealing with and I have to be supportive...but it wears at me. He knows it does which is why we started again. Shouldn't my head be reset now? Why do I still want to see this other guy? Is it because I can't have him? Maybe it's the challenge. All I know is that when I think about my life and not having Gregg in it I start to cry.
I don't ever want to feel that again...the despair I felt when Gregg dumped me over a year ago. I cried SO hard. I laid on my bed curled up and cried terribly. These sobs were uncontrolable and came from deep inside my body. It felt like dying. My soul was crying. I had my CD player turned up so loud but my roommates could still hear me bawling. I never thought I would love somebody that much.
To confuse this night even more I did something I have only done once before. I don't know why I did it, and don't think I should ever do it again. It's kind of like touching a hot stove. You know it's hot, and you know it's going to burn you, but you touch it anyway. Just to remember what pain is like. I tried finding my ex, Brad, online tonight. I don't know why. I don't think I would have written him. I doubt he would be online (Louisiana is underwater right now). I kinda just wanted to see where he is. Is that odd? I'm glad I couldn't find him because I might have emailed him. I'm sure he would have responded right away and told me he was moving back to CA and needed a place to crash for a couple weeks til he got on his feet. That's all I need. My life would be like a twisted version of the movie I saw last night sans the baby...and I'd be the slut in the middle (that isn't getting any!)
So that's my love drama for the day. Yes, I have more drama! We didn't even touch family life, professional life, or the Center and Board drama. I'm sure if I had a job I'd have work drama too!
I'll let you know if the guy I like actually calls me back, or I find Brad. Please pray for my sanity. |
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| random quiz |
[Apr. 28th, 2005|07:12 pm] |
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| | hungry | ] |
Your Birthdate: February 11 |
Your birth on the 11th day of the month makes you something of a dreamer and an idealist.
You work well with people because you know how to use persuasion rather than force.
There is a strong spiritual side to your nature, and you may have intuitive qualities inherent in your make up, too.
You are very aware and sensitive, though often temperamental.
Although you have a good mind and you are very analytical, you may not be comfortable in the business world.
You are definitely creative and this influence tends to make you more of a dreamer than a doer. |
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| Marcolicious soup.... |
[Mar. 12th, 2005|03:58 pm] |
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Here is a foward I got from my sister:
God's Cake
Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation!
A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her, and her best friend is moving away. Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake."
"Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers.
"Yuck", says her daughter.
"How about a couple raw eggs?"
"Gross, Mom!"
"Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?"
"Mom, those are all yucky!"
To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake!
God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always work for good! We just have to trust Him and, eventually, they will all make something wonderful!
God is crazy about you. He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen. He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your heart.
If you like this, send this on to the people you really care about. I did.
Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance. |
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| Mexican joke of the day! |
[Mar. 5th, 2005|04:26 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
Bungee Jumping
Alice and Frank are Bungee-jumping one day. Alice says to Frank, "You
know, we could make a lot of money running our own Bungee-jumping service in
Mexico"
Frank thinks this is a great idea, so they pool their money and buy
everything they'll need; a tower, an elastic cord, insurance, etc. They
travel to Mexico and begin to set up on the square. As they are
constructing the tower, a crowd begins to assemble. Slowly, more and more
people gather to watch them at work. When they had finished, there was such
a crowd they thought it would be a good idea to give a demonstration.
So, Alice jumps. She bounces at the end of the cord, but when she
comes back up, Frank notices that she has a few cuts and scratches.
Unfortunately, Frank isn't able to catch her and she falls again, bounces
and comes back up again. This time, she is bruised and bleeding. Again,
Frank misses her. Alice falls again and bounces back up. This time she
comes back pretty messed up-she's got a couple of broken bones and is almost
unconscious. Luckily, Frank finally catches her this time and says, "What
happened? Was the cord too long?"
Barely able to speak, Alice gasps, "No, the bungee cord was fine . . .
. . . it was the crowd. What the heck is a piñata?" |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|08:39 pm] |
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1. Time you started this survey: 8:38pm
2. Full name: Marco Rene Flores
3. Parents names: Ramon and Alicia
4. Sibling name(s): Alicia, Johnnie, and Nick-Eddy
5. Birthday/sign: 02/11/1980, Aquarius
6. Favorite color: Blue
7. Favorite holiday: Thanksgiving
8. Biggest fear: Rejection
9. First childhood memory: getting mad because my parents didn't want me to get on a chair so I could wash dishes.
10. Favorite stuffed animal/doll: Michael, my monkey, or Nori, my otter.
11. Favorite gift you've received: my car.
12. Favorite gift you've given: Fossil Titanium watch (to Gregg)
13. Favorite job you've held: Working at the cannery or for the Census
14. Do you currently work, and if so, where and what job title do you hold? DM Information Systems, Litgation Support Analyst I
15. Current residence: Sacramento, CA
16. Favorite night spot: um, I dunno.
17. Favorite restaurant: Morton's.
18. Best way to spend a Saturday: with friends
19. Favorite sport and sports team: ice skating or volleyball
20. If you were an animal, what would you be and why? I dunno.
21. If you were an appliance, which would you be and why? Um...dunno
22. Are you single? No.
23. If you're not already, do you plan to get married and if so, when, who, and where? Hmm, it's not legal in most states so I've kinda put that one on hold.
24. Do you don't already, do you plan to have children and if so, how many and potential names? Most likely, they'll already have names.
25. Where would you like to retire? as late as I can.
26. Favorite vacation spots: Spain, Yosemite, Budapest, New Orleans, and Portland, OR.
27. Last vacation you took: Lake Tahoe on Thanksgiving
28. Next vacation you'd like to take: Southern Decadance
29. Best Christmas memory: when I got my Nintendo.
30. Best New Years Eve memory: Finally making it to Florence to meet Ernie and Pitu.
31. Best Birthday Memory: Most of my bdays have been good ones.
32. Favorite Food: dunno.
33. Favorite alcoholic beverage: Dirty Martini
34. First/Last person to respond: dunno.
35. Time you finished this survey and how many people you're sending it to: 9:10pm (I got sidetracked) and I posted this on Livejournal |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|08:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | more showtunes... | ] |
Fill this out according to yourself, and then re-post it!
THE FIRST...
First best friend: La Ja
First car: A 1986 Nissan Pickup Truck
First screen name: tflor21180
First album: City of Angels Soundtrak
First funeral: My paternal grandfather's
First pet: Domingo, a big black dog
First piercing: Cartilage
First credit card: MSEFCU Visa
THE LAST TIME...
Last cigarette: Talking with Kim in the parking lot of DM
Last car ride: On the way here to the center.
Last good cry: It's been a while.
Last library book checked out: a text on gender based noun classifiers in Athabaskan Languages (Navajo)
Last beverage drank: water...or the Diet Coke I had with lunch.
Last phone call: my roommate
Last time showered: This Morning
Last shoes worn: my Vans
Last CD played: John Mayer - Room for Squares
Last item bought: the TV dinners (on sale for $1 each at Safeway!)
Last annoyance: ...one guess.
Last disappointment: I wish they'd end so I could tell you the last one.
Last time wanting to die: It's been a while.
Last shirt worn: blue t shirt
Last word you said: "Hasta."
Last song you sang: "Te aviso" (tango) - Shakira
What is in your CD player? The John Mayer CD at work, Shakira in my car.
What color socks are you wearing?: white...-ish
What's under your bed?: A couple plastic bags
What time did you wake up today?: 9am
CURRENT THINGS...
Current music: showtunes from somewhere behind me
Current taste: blah
Current hair: Dark brown
Current desktop picture: Tulips!
Current book: Non-practicing avid reader.
Current color of toenails: the color God made them. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|08:13 pm] |
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| | hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | gay showtunes | ] |
Body: Put an 'X' next to what you have accomplished, repost not reply
Have you ever...
(X) snuck out of the house
(X) gotten lost in your city
(X) saw a shooting star
(X) been to any other countries besides the United States
( ) had a serious surgery (Or will)
(X) gone out in public in your pajamas
(X) kissed a stranger
(X) hugged a stranger
(X) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(X) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(X) swore at your parents
(X) been in love
(X) been close to love
(X) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone
(X) been high
(X) skinny-dipped
(X) skipped school
(X) flashed someone
(X) saw a therapist
( ) done the splits
(X) played spin the bottle
(X) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(X) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
( ) gotten the chicken pox
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
(X) been fired
(X) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(X) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher
(X) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(X) been to Europe
(X) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) seen someone die
(X) had a close friend die
(X) been to Africa
(X) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been skiing/snowboarding
(X) Met someone in person from the internet
(X) lost a child
(X) gone to college
(X) graduated college
(X) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself
( ) fired a gun
(X) purposely hurt yourself
(X) taken painkillers
(X) love someone or miss someone right now |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|10:53 pm] |
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SEXY LADY/ HOT BOY. You are hot, no matter what you
do. There are not much people like you.
Beautiful from inside and outside. The opposite
sex feels pleased with you . They treat you
like a god/goddess. The other ones are jealous
of you because they try to be sexy and
attractive but you are it. Maybe youre a bit
arrogant, or you seem . And some think that
they should better not even try to get a date
with you because your sex appeal scares them.
Sometimes it even nerves you the way they are
running after you.
. You need change-Sometimes you like shy and
sometimes you like extrovert
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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